Sunday, April 29, 2007

am i living this life..wake me up

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing

It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again



this song is so real to me.
i cant change anything.
tell me how to make you understand.
just to have you look into my eyes would make
things change. change your mind.

at least thats what i think sometimes.
why stay so far from me.
you are my mystery..
and with You.
can i go back to that place.
the one where you are.
stay with me.
guide me.
make me stronger in you.
give me a chance.
change this life.
i dont know i am confused..
so confused.
these thoughts fill my mind and its killing me.
see you in my dreams.
your always there..
when will you not be
you said you would love me until you die
and as far as i know your still alive.