Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i woke up/

i had a really weird dream this morning. that in fact cause me to get up late..
didnt start off the day very well but prayed for the best.
i am reaally really trying not to let things get to me.
i am trying to have a good attitude and not let things bother me
for the most part its good. just not around one person and
i dont think i hide it very well. ;/ working on that...
i didnt go to my spin class today. either one.

a friend asked me to go to the mall today, and i said yes only so i could spend some time
with her. i am trying not to be so Materialistic! i have way to much
and there are people out there who have nothing! this is all in what i want for my future.
eventually get rid of what i have so i am avab to do what God wants in my life.
what a waste!

Nothing we have (house, car, job, etc.) is impressive to God. It is only impressive man.

14 The Pharisees, who dearly loved their money, naturally scoffed at all this. 15 Then he said to them, "You like to look good in public, but God knows your evil hearts. What this world honors is an abomination in the sight of God."
Luke 16:13-15

so i went to see her. i miss her and our friendship i havent spent that much time
with her lately... so i couldnt pass up on this. but
i had 3 dollars with me. lol yes 3 dollars. cash that is..
so i got a little something to eat. yum ..
i felt good that she felt she could open up and talk to me. i almost felt like she was going
to break down at anytime during the conversation. but we were in a public setting..
she really was taking everything in,
i think that she misses what she had .
i think that she just doesnt know how to get back on track.
i can encourage her and let her know that
i am always there to listen. and i will.
i need to encourage my friends more. i think that will be
my motivation for the rest of this week.

as we were driving away it was funny.
i came to a red light and i got out of the car
ran to her car.. and gave
her a cd that was a major major encouragement to me.! yeah and made it back before the light
turned green. Holla.

i hope that she listens to it. ;)
i know that He sees my seeds.
He will take care of the rest.
i know that she needs someone to encourage her we all do.
and i plan to do that.