................. this entry is from 4.1.07 ..........................
GOd. all i ever wanted in life was to be loved, for me and to be happy! and when i look around i cant see what i want is right. riggght. so i want someone that i can just be comfortable with someone who loves creation. Someone who cares about me. The real me and want to encourage me. someone who goes out of his way to make me smile. or get me something. my needs before his that someone who will listen no matter how stupid i sound. someone who enjoys the same things as me. a real someone who realizes that if something is worth having its worth working for. a hard worker a someone who has compassion. and strength. (passion ;) ) someone who loves unconditionally someone who has true faith and has a good heart. the one who doesnt have to impress people or be embarrassed to tell me anything. someone who will just look into my eyes someone who will tell me i am beautiful when we wake up and i feel like shit about myself. someone who just wants to be with me dannng. someone who likes the same music as me . take me somewhere romantic. someone who likes waffles in the morning. someone who will look at the stars with me someone who is not afraid to be with me... someone that is happy to be with me that he shows me off to his friends. why i know that quote is said by sooo many girls but i wonder how many guys would actually say that.. ahh someone!!!!
someone who loves my beauty marks. someone who thinks my belly is soft. lol someone who loves to cook with me. someone who is good at math. someone who is able to take the dumbest criticism from me. someone who will educate and teach me new things. someone who loves the outdoors. someone who likes to have fun and has a great sense of humor. someone who will read to me someone who will keep me warm at night someone to provide for me someone who realizes that looks and materialistic things arent everything!! get over it. you dont need half of that , besides you dont even use it.
even if you gave me a flower instead of something expensive that would mean so much more to me.! someone who will admire and talk about me when i am not with him. someone who is true and will talk about my faults and what i need to improve.. i know that if we arent together we will be thinking and dreaming of each other. is there ever a love like this? mmmmmmmmmmmmm. if there is = good. i wish if he saw another girl all he could think about was me. hahahaha yeah right whoo. so funny. !! boys suck. they are so horny and just use girls. i want to give up on love. someone who wont get annoyed with me. someone who wont yell at me someone who realizes that everything we do is worth doing together and can be fun. helllo trash. hello clean house. derka. ;)i just want my someone. sing to me cherish me. someone who wont lie to me and someone just like me. someone who knows me inside and out. i just want to cry. i want to stop wondering God. i just want to be with the one you have for me . perfect for me. where is he. mine. when will we be together. hurry up. lol i cant wait for you. i cant wait for the love that we will share and the lifetime we will have together. where are you because i need you. love never fails. i believe this in my heart.
