abuse.
the forms. emotional physical sexual verbal. the memories. the things that cut so deep the trash that i carry around and i dont even know
frank stopped me to night and said are you okay and i said i am fine.
i am fine.
i just kept walking i am not fine i am not okay.
what is holding me back why am i so afraid why am i so afraid to ask for help/
you offering me healing and i am being selfish by not accepting it.
i know he is going to hunt me down tomorro. i am freaked out by these feelings please give me a second chance 2 moro. at the conference. i am so not here.....
cant stop crying where is this coming from> hate it when it comes back this is soo hard.
i need help.
