lucky.

its so funny because i told tassy what my tattoo would be and i didnt even get to talk about it. i hope that jessika is doing okay. this have been crazy lately. i havent felt rejected like that for a long time. it made me sad and i have lost some trust. i had a second interview for a job.. i hope that i get it. i am listening to a really shitty cd getting me all emo. this morning was amazing with buck and i felt so good at the gym this morning just like old times. i was like God this is me. this just what i miss so much. dont give up. trying to forgive. i need some peace and serious confirmation. i want to feel i want to sure about this life. be with those i love.