wonderful. my name forever.: :D
i cant help it.
i am so mean when i wanna be. lol soon i will lose you because of this. and this is something i am not willing to give up. i wish i could trust . i made you this today. i hope you like it. i dunno what i am doing. i give up on myself. i dont know why i get like this.
no wonder this is how it used to be. i dont feel that bad about it i mean if it is just now coming out i guess that is pretty good. i have so much to think about and figure out. i love you. i just wonder what that means.
and when you say you love me.. what does that mean. i was your second choice. its evident today.
have fun honey. i miss the past. i miss my old world. today is a bad memory day.
:( i be fine just not right now.
i could have been happy. and as i type this you text me.. HUNNY I LOVE YOU> i am so wrong. i am not growing i am just stuck with these feelings i cant get rid of. this is good its good to cry. and get it out. mom always said i was cleansing the soul. what is going on inside of me.
