i went to church this morning.i went to lunch with nicol jeff and celena. i bought lunch. went to the fountians with ho and celena.
then we went home for a little nap.i went to the college group tonight and i feel this was the first time i opened up to anyone since everything went down with my mom.i know i really messed up this time. we went to starbucks and talked for like an hour. i hope that my sister knows that i love her very much and that she starts to make the right choices.i am so worried for her sometimes.i just have been praying for her. its been a long weekend. i feel a little bit better. i am going to try and give up my addictions ugh and focus on GOd even if that means giving up friendships and i know that will be really hard but there are always going to be those who bring me downand i need to surround myself with positive influences. everyone knows how to make the wrong choice. its easy. i need courage to do what is right.i know that God is changing us.
that makes me happy.
i have to open mon. best go to bed.
Thank you for today .
