many of the people i have met are not worth meeting many of the things that happen are not worth living thru. and you shouldtnt take it personal if i am not jumping with joy. i frankly dont know what to give you baby. all my life baby the only thing i ever want to do is run away. what kind of person is that i wish i could feel other things like excitement that your with me now or faith even if my life isnt so good or life isnt what they say in the books..i am happy? would i call myself a happy woman ..enough. dont ask much give much or get much. but happy enough. i hope someday someone hold you for twenty mins straight and thats all they do they baby they dont pull away, they just hold you unselfishly not wanting one thing in return they just hold you.
this is how i feeeeeel.
