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mine today.


"cuz youll always be my baby. i will not stand in wayy. youll be back again, our love will never end noooo." haha baby believe me its only a matter of time. somewhere between the end and the point where we began theres a fire burning brightly.. when the fear is gone shine on shine on to something new, i will remember you. let the others see you got your victory. will you remember me.
i would be you,you would would be me we would be one we would be just fine. the ice caps wouldnt be melting and neither would i. i would just drive the big old truck and everything would be alright and energy would just fall down right out the sky. and everything would be just right and no one would stop me from drinkin my wine in my dreamworld that my dreamworld i want to live and a dream the real world just i wouldnt spend my day searching for lost time i wouldnt be so damn sensitive never really said to much afraid it wouldnt be enough try to keep my spirits up when there is no point in greving doesnt matter anyway words could never make me stay words could never take my place when you know why i am leaving. seems i am always looking when i hear your name ive gone away but dont leave this site seen all your faces you tried to hide. i step with no hesitation oh i seen thru your lies still i am one to testify. i am a lover who says i am sorry.
every night i cry myself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me why does every moment have to be so hard. the noises that you made kept me awake the weight of the things remains unspoken.
go away give me a chance to miss you say goodbye it will make me want to kiss you i love you so much more when your not here. tomorrow i will be begging for you to come home why cant i just have it both ways i wish you knew the difference.
thank you you made me that much stronger.
story of my life searching for the right but it keeps avoiding me sorrow in my soul cuz these things i wrong really loves my company hes more than a man and this is more than love the reason that the sky is blue the clouds are rolling in because i am gone again will you still be in love baby.
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being in the truck. starring at the music player and the lights as we watched the screen. each movement was playing with the music i just needed to feel. just starring that was my day to make a choice.
i dont feel right when your gone away i am masking my pain i want to hold you high and steal my pain away you used to be my best friend.
ps!!!!
i love to listen to 30 SECONDS TO MARS :FROM YESTERDAY>