woot woot. first post for 2010. so this month has been a trip. so January here we go. i did not start the year off too good. for new years we went to the 160. i saw Ronin there we have been hanging out a lot that makes me happy. in a faster version since i dont have a lot of time,.. work has been a trip. i decided to quit my job finally. i a few days after i got a call about a job in the bay so i decided to go to the interview. buck seems like he really cares about me. everything has been so overwhelming. i burned myself again. never forget. always remember.buck got sick then i got sick i took two days off work and i have no pto so i hope that i make it okay for the next few weeks. my last day is friday. i went with amanda to bible study. buck is studying too and my heart stopped. i pray for that boy every single day. give him a passion for your name. Odea is acting weird probably because he knows that i am leaving soon. i am almost 24 and what do i have to show for those years. look at the years i have wasted. Thank you for being real in my life and showing up again. i dont know where i would be without you. ha once this month i made breakfast for buck i never do that anymore just sometimes dont want to try because i know i am going to fail. or if i do good it is as if i dont deserve it. AManda and i have been hanging out a lot she is my bestie. she is engaged and i couldnt believe it it has beeen a month today. she went with me when i went to my interview. anywho. see where this life goes in 2010 or in my entire life... shit i am not worried about it. you got a perfect plan.
everyday just work in me and thru me i love you. me.
